GENERATIONS Copyright (C) 1997 by Not Nice Music II. A COLLECTION OF OBSCURITY by Edwin M. Drogin 44. A collection of Obscurity Canst appreciate what dost not understand? Diamond dust is sprinkled on thy hand. Meaning there is so meaning find, Poets may lisp but they are not blind. I. When a flower is as wild Can we stop to waft An odor towards us? When we love can we afford to take out time and slow.. ever slowly look And try to understand? Can we appreciate the silence? Can we adore, can we believe can we forget? How hard it is to remember, but we can't forget. Can we try? Live..love the two are one. Hate and you destroy. Hate..there is nothing to destroy, but destroy anyway. To build is divine. Haphazard is a measure of skill not heart. Building is an art. Fate is time's wheel. Spin with grease or glue, it will stop at randow anyway. Toss the arrow, ponder and calculate, It will still fall where it wills. Fate is time's slave No one else's. II. Live the moment. Love what passes Not what stops. Time is ever liquid drops. Float so softly Limpid pool Clear not dry Pleasing...pleasing to the eye. Sleep, but think. Never stop, never hurry Float is swift. Time's treasured gift. Do not gaze to up Or down. Look is pain Observe is gain. Follow fellow- Hide and peek. Dancing nimbly as we follow Swooping, swooping, swooping Swallow. Life again is not a trance Watch it. Snatch! Life is just a thing to catch. Solid door but never latch. III. Can you halt time And cry, "Stop!" "We rush to suicide!" How deep is a pitted surface planed Before the smooth and grained wood appears. Laugh you fools, Unwitting tools are you. An avalanche is large So ponderous. We have the means to stop it. The Earth moves We cannot slow its pace or even cause the briefest pause. Laugh you fools Unwitting tools are you. Battle on the scale you can achieve Above that scale you have no means. We cannot cause the briefest pause of Earth Laugh you fools. By living in the forest-nought else exists. But, we cannot cause the briefest pause of Earth. IV. Ending comes after beginning. Mood remains till winning all it can it leaves never grieves. Feel when talking verbal walking. Sincere is love placed above the rest. Halt your mind it is a crutch. The heart must read what isn't much. The little things do comprehend The larger things are means not end. Do not fear when I am here. We the poets are fools who care. Better than the wiser. Heart that speaks. Not the mind that rusty-squeeks. Meeks is not weak but wise. Peace is not when courage dies. The brave are those who can be kind And gentle when they try to find the answer. The English say that violence admits defeat. How true, how short, so cutting and so neat. V. When I say Teremce Do not accuse me of being a mime. I will talk about the moon, but I am no poet's parrot. So what if there is nothing new to say? Can I attempt to say it better? No, I will attempt to say it worse. I will take the thoughts of men in perfect expressiveness and translate to verse. I will twist and obscurify and make it far harder to pluck the essence. That will discourage you. Leave me. I preach to myself. I try to sing myself. I will not apologize to Whitman. Macleish will not even condescend to look. I shall go on to myself. You can listen. You can try to understand. You can argue and rave and rant. I will continue the cant. Learn me and you have not learned enough. Understand me-you still will not understand others. You have much time to waste-waste it on me. You have not learned enough-I can teach what I do not know. A wide field to teach from.-Ha. VI. Why don't you go and sleep? The world will keep. Why do you have to care? The answer's never here. I love all of you, but go. No life is worth the no. Let the word be yes. Seduction is nought but a guess. Love me. Reciprocate Love can never be late. Soft. Tiptoe round my heart. Please-Never is too late to start. I see you. I see you leaugh. The wide mouth. Elflike. Tiny perfection. Smile. Sweet Laugh so tinkling. I love to see a face light up with laughter. Will you remember? To adore is not to know. I must know. A shadow is not to be loved. Not even a laugh. Not even a god's laugh. Love me and I will smile.